Name: 3 AM
Duration: P00H03M24S
Description: It's a beautiful world, even if it's blue.

3 AM

from Rainy Day EP by Thug Shells

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It's a beautiful world, even if it's blue.

lyrics

Weaving thoughts like spiders in my studio
They’re reminders of just where the shadows go
An addict of the highs and lows
The manicness good for the show
I panic less when I propose the purpose of my syllables

P-p-p-paper mache pufferfish are neon when I’m dreaming
They are floating off the ceiling and my world is a museum
Be with me I’ll show you freedom Spontaniety my demon
What are yours? Do they need feeding? Introduce me, I can’t see em

I think that I’ve had too much on my plate
I’m trying to get my thoughts to relate;
Apologies came a little late
But I really do hope that you’re doing great

Reciprocate kindness if you don’t taste it
You’ll see snideness just might replace
People waited, egos inflated
Friendship’s simple - life’s complicated

I forgot my patience I’m nervous I’m wasting
My last bits of passion and purpose on waiting
I’m either lost chasing or busy escaping
Been runnin’ so long I’m exhausted.

The harmless ain’t heartless
Cuz they know what loss is.
Not scared of the darkness
It builds us as artists
My favourite part? the part that is hardest -
It helps to remind us we got this

It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Lying here awake how can the silence be so deafening?
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Why is it I can’t stop wondering about what could’ve been?
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Will we get along again? Will you play my songs again?
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Will this track distract you when you lay awake at 3 am?

Late at night no birds chirping just some coyotes in the distance (Awoo)
I had high hopes I could list them (I could)
But they’re gone - and I don’t miss them (Nope)
In any instance sorry if I’ve been distant
Holding on is resistance - and my minds been inconsistent (Let go)

Consistently though - I’ve been doing daily rituals (Namaste)
Good habits I’ve grown - I’m perpetually fixing my lulls (Everyday)
Theres so much unknown - and I’m tired of the skeptical (Aren’t y’all)
So I’ll change my tone and I’ll shine like the moon that is full (I don’t wanna be dull)

I remember when it was waning
Goin’ full steam motives are draining
Lost in dreams don’t wanna be waking  World is turning records rotating

Open this book to read my glimpses
With one look you’ll know my eclipses
Watch them glisten far off and distant
My thoughts echo it’s hard to listen

Reality blurs the possibilities
Dusk daydreams spur soft soliloquies
It’s tempting to visit in your dreams
We are safer left as memories
 What I know is true is that yeah, we coo’
It’s a beautiful world, even if it’s blue
Gotta choose who you want and see it through
I just hope for now this song will do

It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Lying here awake how can the silence be so deafening?
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Why is it I can’t stop wondering about what could’ve been?
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Will we get along again? Will you play my songs again?
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
Will this track distract you when you lay awake at 3 am?

It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again
It’s 3 am again and I’m lost inside my head again

credits

from Rainy Day EP, released February 12, 2021

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Thug Shells Edmonton, Alberta

Freestyle rapper/DJ is the bubbliest gangster Canada's got, 100% banging beats only! Expect to be fed breakbeats, delicious hip hop, drizzled in drum and bass!
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